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but this situation makes me wonder
makes me sink
I’m ready for something worst
which should I know what it is

stepped back without a purpose
without beginning and without end
with a single hope
and only got one reason

I saw something that struck me
when you choose something that becomes your past
you reopen the story with a smile
that made me cry behind a smile

all this is the end of all my struggles
to beat your past
not defeat you
but only the past is that you can change
and make you shine again

shine and give me a smile
make him happy ,
in your arms
make his feel perfectly
perfect as me , when i beside you

keep all these memories into a crate of rotten
drop all of our stories into the deepest abyss in the earth
forget me like you’ve tried to put the past behind you
make me smile when no one you here again

My crystal angels fly,
reach the sky thought i never beside you again
Go to your dreams
along with him better than me

you break my dreams
but you publish your happiness
and that was enough to make me happy:)

I hope you can find a something better there.

riosadewa

I feel your every step is very significant.
every breath of you is so rhythmic.

you come at the right time.
when I fell and full of hope
you raise me and make me smile
but really I love you?

you’re so beautiful.
so make me fly
and I’m always comfortable when you’re near me.
but really I love you?

I declare that to my heart
not with a brain that thinks appropriate logic
but the heart of mind will always be in love.
but really I love you?

I am not as perfect person in your past
who has everything.
but I feel so lucky if you were at my side
and I was feeling comfortable
but really I love you?

This expectation is always there.
to be someone who matters to you
to be a beautiful part of your new page
to be half of your soul
but really I love you?

i’m still here
unchanging
who always smiling in front of you
who always there in times when you need me.
but really i love you?

I was on this earth
and you were in the sky
you are always with the stars that make my world shine
that makes my world to find the identity
but if I love you?

I am fire
who burning everything in front of me
I never expected people
and you are water
you’re the only one of which can relieve my emotions
makes me more calm.
I need you to live
but really I love you?

here I stand and silently
I looked at your face is so perfect
my lips silent and frozen
and I love you

I was not the best, and I never expect much for this.
I know I came too fast.
but I do not want to go faster.

11.18.25.19.20.12.5 *
riosadewa

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
Im holding on to something and I do not know why I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what Im feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder,

and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I dont know, whoa
Today Im on my own
I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I dont know

And now I’m itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder,

and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Yeah Im walking on a tightrope
I’m wrapped up in vines
I think Ill make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder,

and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

I swear
I never had feeling like this before.
and you’re the first.
makes my mad crush.

you’re the best.
during my search,
I assure my heart on this night,
the night to thinking of you

looking at the sky and stars.
make smoke with your name.
beuty moon shining like your smile.
and make my heart fly to your heart.

you who made me smile
from the lips that never smiled with relief as this.
because you are making me crazy .

run around the world.
climb the highest peak.
or see millions of beautiful women.
not as beautiful tonight.

You are a shining like a white light.
you are the moon that always looks beautiful
You are the keepers and you are always awake in my heart.
and you are my little angel who will never disappear.

thank you for this night.
you give me your beauty smile.
smile that was only a fantasy for me.
and makes me forget everything .

white paper which I hold.
and I write your name with ink.
makes me happy.
and this hand, engraved with your initials.
above my veins.

air may god blessed you.
hopefully in a thousand bellows breath,
give a little for me.

I’ll never let you go.
I’ll never let you fall and stepped on.
I’ll never let you in the front, because I was in front of you and keep you.

your smile is the most beautiful.

every word from you is a poem for me.
each sigh breath is a melody for me.
every trace of you is my life purpose.
and every your movement make me smile more.

My living hall’s back light.
I turn around and run fast.
even though my injury was prevented.
and I was a loser.
and you will give the best, I dedicate my life to you.

every word from you is a poem for me.
each sigh breath is a melody for me.
every trace of you is my life purpose.
and every movement you make me smile more.

This evening I will never forget.
my lifetime.
you are my little angel.

remains to be my vitamins.
and my grief reliever medication.

I love you gravit.

and in the next minutes .
i see something make me down
and this is the end of it all

this is your twitter background.
thanks for everything love .

riosadewa

tonight.
I already know it all,
about you, about everything of you.
maybe this story is too far .
and very painfull .

I understand about your true love.
of ignorance.
and about himself.
that makes me down.

I’m sorry to always disturb your life .
but you always makes me hopeful.
and I’ll never forget this.
you are still my vitamins
my eternal sadness drug
and viruses my eternal sincerity.

you are my star.
shining light in my dark night.
you are my blood.
that flows in each of these breath.

but I’ll try to let you go.
it release all.
our story.
I’ve prepared a broken heart.
from all this started.
and today is my toughest test.
when I know it all.

I will not be able to say goodbye.
I can not say a word before you.
this story.
I’m hanging tight.
and only you can open it.
with love.

flying is you my angel.
take him flying high.
leave me alone, with your dreams.

you still is my blood.
you still is my vitamins.
you still is my life.
and
you still is my GRAVIT.

I was in a hallway.
the dark without light.
and I saw you at the end of the hallway.
I ran to reach you.
without leaving me a bit tired
and one more step.
I saw there was someone there by your side
and hold your hand.
and then it ended.
like the end of my life one day.

and I think I have to end.
thank you my inspiration.

nyd .

rio sadewa . (last poems to gravit , greatest reason to addict vitamins)

aku mengerti tentang cinta sejati mu .
tentang kebodohanku .
dan tentang dirinya .
yang membuat ku tertunduk .

maafkan aku yang selalu mengganggu kehidupan mu
selalu membuatku penuh harap .
tapi aku tak akan pernah melupakan ini .
kau yang menjadi vitamin ku
obat abadi kesedihan ku
dan virus abadi keikhlasan ku .

kau adalah bintang ku .
yang bersinar terang di malam gelap ku .
kau adalah darah ku .
yang mengalir di setiap hembusan nafas ini .

tapi aku akan mencoba melepaskan mu .
melepaskan semua nya .
kisah kita .
aku telah siap patah hati .
dari semua ini dimulai .
dan saat ini adalah ujian terberat ku .
saat aku mengetahui semuanya .

tak akan dapat kurangkai kata selamat tinggal untuk mu .
tak dapat ku ucapkan sepatah kata pun dihadapan mu .
kisah ini .
akan kututup rapat .
dan hanya kau yang dapat membuka nya .
dengan cinta .

terbang lah engkau malaikat ku .
bawa dirinya terbang tinggi .
tinggalkan aku sendiri , bersama mimpi mu .

kau tetap lah darah ku .
kau tetap lah vitamin ku .
kau tetap lah kehidupanku .
dan
kau tetap lah GRAVIT ku .

aku berada di suatu lorong .
yang gelap tanpa cahaya .
dan aku melihatmu di ujung lorong .
aku berlari untuk menggapai mu .
tanpa menyisakan sedikitpun lelah ku
dan satu langkah lagi .
aku melihat ada seseorang yang ada di sampingmu
dan menggenggam tangan mu .
dan saat itu semuanya berakhir .
seperti berakhirnya hidupku suatu saat.

dan aku rasa aku harus akhiri .
terima kasih inspirasi ku .
nyd.

riosadewa (last poems for gravit.)

Waiting for your call, I’m sick, call I’m angry
call I’m desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It’s playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What’s your fantasy?
(What’s your, what’s your, what’s your…)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I’m tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4
(I know everything you wanted isn’t anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn’t anything you have)

NB : I always felt in this song, because of you.

I’ll never know why this happened
when everything is a dream
and maybe forever

I realize that.
I realized all that had happened
and this is not a dream
This is such a beautiful reality.

You are an angel disguise.
beautiful angel
but I never knew your presence
jusy from the fairy tale that tells you in heaven.

and you are my fire
that warms me every night
but I will never touch you
only you can feel the presence and guard your presence

I’m comfortable like this
when love was growing in the fantasy
when your name flows in my pulse everytime

i always dreaming
when you held my hand and said
I love you
and when you looked at my face and said
I really need you

but whether it will be realize ?
but now I’m proud to be your shadow
and followed every step you and i will lost in your darkness

in every lonely night
when I think of you down,
I have prepared a broken heart
when I saw the stars and choose each one
I must be ready to lose you

I was not as perfect as the person you admire
that every his words you like
I was just dust,
mixed with air into your life

and I was the air that you never seen but always wanted to give you the living .

riosadewa – grvt.